Svetlana de Rohan-Levashov

Volume 1. My childhood

Why did I decided to write this book? Certainly, I did not do it because I considered myself someone special or extraordinary. I happened to live a very bright and unusual life, and if this book can prevent someone from feeling lonely in our splendid, but very cruel world then it was not written in vain.

We are too accustomed to make our life easy, using words: "it can not happen, because it can never happen", rejecting everything that can not fit in our "universally recognized and generally established" limits. We are too accustomed to believe that all people are good, and that TV shows "only truth" with which appears to be very comfortable to exist. And we banish without the least regret everything that either brings (or only can bring) inconvenience to us or does not fit into our "well-organized", but, nevertheless, problematic world.

This book is about this kind of "incorrect" life. It is a history of a "little hermit" lost in the incomprehensible and sometimes very "spiny" world of people, who walked a long and very "thorny" way and finally found the real essence and understanding of her life and miracles that surrounded her for so long time.

I am thankful to my grand-dad for those bright and unforgettable recollections with which he filled with my child's world and for those unusual miracles which, unfortunately, very soon became a "scourge" of my child's existence.

I am thankful to my father. Without his support I could never live my life with my head up high and feet firmly on the ground. He taught me how live without being broken and keep faith in myself. My life would never be the same without his love and faith.

I am thankful to my mother for her wonderful kindness and faith in me, for her help and determination to save my "eccentric" abilities.

I am thankful to my wonderful son Robert for the possibility to feel myself a proud mother, for his open heart and his talents, and simply for that he exists on this earth.

And with all my soulI am thankful to my amazing husband–Nicolai Levashov–who helped me to find myself in my "lost" world, gave me the understanding of all these phenomena, which I painfully tried to unriddle during long years, and opened a door for me into unbelievable world of Big Space. To him, my best friend, without whom I now do not imagine my existence, I dedicate this book.

An Autobiographic Chronicle

Being born in the USSR and having lived in this country for thirty years before my departure to the USA, I was totally sure that the socialist regime was the creation of social parasites the purpose of which was to destroy the best part of the nation — the strong people as they were called in the Torah and the Old Testament — to break the back of the nation and to convert the remaining into slaves. By the time of the USSR’s collapse, the majority of Soviet people had already understood that the idea of communism was nothing but a lure which perfectly took into account the psychology of the Russians and Slavs who have the principles of true democracy implanted at the genetic level. Regrettably, the last Night of Svarog which has lasted for a thousand years clouded their minds and poisoned them with social illnesses, the usual Night’s paraphernalia…

Leaving the USSR, I was sure that at last I was able to break loose from the “Empire of Evil” into the free world — America! I thought and wanted to believe that beyond the iron curtain was real freedom! The pressure I felt became especially strong when I had refused to work under the control of security services and, thus, I began to be thoroughly hunted. Although I, as “game”, appeared to be too tough for the special services of the USSR, nevertheless, they blocked all the “oxygen” for my activity. These were the reasons for my hopes for the “free world”!...

It appeared that people were slaves in both countries! To tell the truth, I don’t know what is better: to be a slave and to know it (as it was in the USSR) or to be a slave and think that you are free (as it is in the USA and the rest of the “free” world)! The most staggering fact is that one and the same individuals have made people slaves in both worlds...

So, this book will tell about our adventures in the USA and how I came to understand the grandiose performance which has been playing out on our planet...

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